Monday, October 26, 2009

Brief moments of clarity...

Yep, that's about all I get are a few brief moments every now and then. Long story short I had my job interview and when I walked out I took a deep breath and looked around and thought, "Well, this won't work". It was crystal clear. I liked the idea of the job, but could not quite make the financial aspects work out. An improvement in finances is the whole basis for making a change after all. I contacted the organization and had them pull my application. It seemed so clear then so I wrote down my thoughts to look back on later. Sure enough, I've had to look back because I started thinking that maybe I made a mistake. I really hate to second guess myself. I guess we have to do all we can to hang on to those brief moments of clarity.

So where does this leave me? Well, just plugging away at my current job. I like my job I just don't see a long term financial future unless something changes. I've had a lot of validating comments lately from supervisors and other employees. Just wish the outlook was better.

-Feral Man

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